It’s that time of year again. Grab your coat and grab your camera, the leaves are starting to lose life and the air is getting cooler.

Blogging is cool. It gives me a chance to filter my inner monologue while at the same time pretend I have friends. Okay jokes aside, I am now sitting in Chinese class, unable to focus.

 

everyone seems to understand way more than me and I am just getting further and further behind. Meanwhile in my personal life I have massive financial debt, as well as a less than desirable court related situation regarding my kid.

 

i messed up. I don’t read very well. I am easily overwhelmed. I told a friend, I have time to battle in court and I have time to be a good dad, I don’t have time to do both. I’d rather be a good dad anyway. I hate fighting. I’ve grown up around too much of it. I just want the opportunity to do what so many young men don’t pursue. I want my daughter to know her real dad and be able to communicate as she pleases. Ultimately it’s all about her. Simple.

 

in other news I met a fairly cool bearded man named Jessy. I had to slap myself into reality because speaking with him is refreshing. It’s not a hallucination, he just is a real person. His ideals are formulated and cohesive. Not that we agree on every point or issue, but his logic or rational for his opinions are based on logical rational situations. Maybe more in this later.